Welcome bk :D

Sorry guys kinda like Busy for my sku and exam and stuff :3 so how you all who view my blog :D although is like long dead D: kay la hahah currently is my school holiday so i have time for updating blog and gaming stuff, for those who have major exam Coming ahead try your best :D. If u try your best of the best u wont have any regrets. for those who are not even trying then good luck for u. Meeting your parent high expectation is not exactly what life is. So Dun stress over yourself over A's which is quite torturing. Just be what u are :D A normal person with lots of life. kayz as for now haha relax and enjoy the song i dedicated  to someone :)

Late replying

yesterday 19 of june i and my parent went out the whole day to have a trip to the train station. cause it is closing down at the end of this month. Due to the consideration that we will never ever get to see the train station after the end of june, we decided to go there and have a look our self. the carpark fee was quite expensive is was 2 dollar although we spent only 20 minute. oh well there is a carpark ticket where we can keep for the memorable history of singapore. the ticket itself was a legend after thsi month and the ticket is issue by malaysia XD 

Oh well for today 20 of june work up at 9 am and do my digital fundamental term break assignment. it was relatively hard for some question, as it need alot brain cells to think. while doing homework i was oninng audition to slack and wait for my frined to online as well.

NOthing munch busy like always :) Saranghaeyo

Love Defined

What is love, but an emotion,
So strong and so pure,
That nurtured and shared with another
All tests it will endure?

What is love, but a force
To bring the mighty low,
With the strength to shame the mountains
And halt time’s ceaseless flow?

What is love, but a triumph,
A glorious goal attained,
The union of two souls, two hearts
A bond the angels have ordained?

What is love, but a champion,
To cast the tyrant from his throne,
And raise the flag of truth and peace,
And fear of death o’erthrow?

What is love, but a beacon,
To guide the wayward heart,
A blazing light upon the shoals
That dash cherished dreams apart?

And what is love, but forever,
Eternal and sincere,
A flame that through wax and wane
Will outlive life’s brief years?

So I’ll tell it on the mountaintops,
In all places high and low,
That love for you is my reason to be,
And will never break or bow.

- Matt Dubois - 

A day out with old friends

today on the 16 of june 2011, i went to meet soon ting and elan sim for basket ball and movie :) i reach soon ting house at 11.15 knowing that he had fall during yesterday basketball game. He kept saying that is hurts and keep applying medicine. And he ask me to packet food for him from the nearest coffee shop.

It was around 2 pm when elan sim reach cause he need to take care of his sick sister till his mum is back. During the waiting period i used soon ting laptop and watch movie at his house. during the movie screening i was playing poker with him. the movie we watch at his house is the Jurassic park the lost world. Kinda old movie but it still a nice movie to watch.

When we meet up with elan, we went to buy ticket from the cinema at north point. the movie is the penguin one, cause i forget its name as well lmao right XD

Love Me

Love me in the Springtime, when all is green and new,
Love me in the Summer, when the sky is oh so blue,
Love me in the Autumn, when the leaves are turning brown,
Love me in the Winter, when the snow is falling down.

Love me when I'm happy, and even when I'm sad,
Love me when I'm good, or when I'm oh so bad,
Love me when I'm pretty, or if my face is plain,
Love me when I'm feeling good, or when I'm feeling pain.

Love me always darlin', in the rain or shining sun,
Love me always darlin', after all is said and done,
Love me always darlin', until all our life is through,
Love me always darlin', for I'll be lovin' you!

- Amanda Nicole Martinez -

Brand new TMrs.

Yo people what's sup is me again ngcaifeng deska. I really hope 25 of june and 2 of july come faster cause i can go back my secondary school Yishun town secondary. WEeeeee cant wait to meet old friends in school cause i felt like a decade not meeting them .

In secondary school days, most of us are keep thinking when are we going to graduate and go into polytechnic to enjoy the no uniform day everyday. While we are in polytechnic most of us twist our minds, saying that secondary school day are way more fun. As in secondary school, teachers are more close to you, other then the lectures in polytechnic does. cause they just speak and if we cant absorb is our  problem. Hiaz sad life right but one thing good about poly is use hand phone teacher also don't care XD

So cant wait going back to yishun town to visit my teachers XD teachers here i come XD lols good luck for those taking o lvl again or this year.

Love

Love is like a lump of gold,
Hard to get, and hard to hold.
Of all the girls I've ever met,
You're the one I can't forget.
I do believe that God above,
Created you for me to love.
He chose you from all the rest,
Because he knew I would love you best.

- Loy Bowman -

Good morning peeps XD

TOday 14 of june what's sup people. Sorry for the late update cause yesterday was kinda busy D:. cause my group leader wanted me to do more reach~ Faint~. i told her that all the lights and fan exmple is already at there but she say she want diamond fans and lighting~_~ oh well do u guys the school will ever intend to put the diamond style lighting in the schoo compound for people to steal.

Btw i will still go research on the demands she given me XD cause i am a good good guys, lols joking only relax. Erm early in the morning yesterday i was doing my revision with the fantastic musics in my computer. it's enjoyable for u to listen to all the nice music u wanted to. FOr me my musics are mostly kpop, jpop ,little Chinese and English songs. kinda weird right cause i don't know the reason as well. 

LOls end of the stupid blog in the morning 14 june 2011 brought to u by ngcaifeng deska XD

My Love

My love is like an ocean
It goes down so deep
My love is like a rose
Whose beauty you want to keep.

My love is like a river
That will never end
My love is like a dove
With a beautiful message to send.

My love is like a song
That goes on and on forever
My love is like a prisoner
It's to you that I surrender.

- Tasha Shores - 

The truth behind tarot cards XD

WHat's sup people, feeling good today after shopping and etc stuff. LOls today early in the morning i woke up at 9 am and played and watched bleach( catching up ). sadly i had to leave home go shopping with parents lols. so we gone tampiness mall and settle my internet and handphone stuff. while waiting i took out my iphone using the tarot application. after seeing at the result is quite true from what they say. Surprisingly they said i have success in this week worx. which means next week onwards in whatever i do in relationship or work. i hope is so true lols, that what every one hope too right.

While today spent around 6 hours outside shopping and brought my mum new handphone n8 at 0 dollars which is quite a bargainXD. LOls this means i need to teach her the things inside due to it's complexity build within.

For relation i really hope that the tarot card is so true <3.<3 loving eyes waiting for u~~

A White Rose

The red rose whispers of passion,
And the white rose breathes of love;
O, the red rose is a falcon,
And the white rose is a dove.
But I send you a cream-white rosebud
With a flush on its petal tips;
For the love that is purest and sweetest
Has a kiss of desire on the lips.

- J B O'Reilly (1844-1890) -

Early in the moring had a down pour XD

Today 11 of june 2011. i woke up at 11am to pack my bag for washing. And on my computer for gaming and cds selection. for cds selection i chooose japanese as first choice follow by management modules at behind. Lols talking about game always the same audition if not DOTA today played 3 round dota but 3 victory hurray sounds like crazy ass .

Yeah next week  is holiday finally. LOoking for people to go out with me movie lunch shopping and crazy stuff with me Any one? XD Btw looking forward to the ROd night at my yishun town secondary school cause it will be fun i hope.

lols relationship no change no new no nothing but i do know something which my BFF know as well.

All the love that history knows,
is said to be in every rose.
Yet all that could be found in two,
is less than what I feel for you.

- Author Unknown -

New day new life new style

Yo morning people, getting abit moody yesterday because of my exams. but today i think through although that term test might be a bad start for that module but still have chance to get nice gpa if work hard for the rest of exam. XD

Early in the morning i took out the paper and redo it again. surprisingly i know how to DO it . :) So this means that my concentation is not that good during exams. But i will gambateh for next exam which is on august to september.

yesterday i and my frined went to do body check up cause he is underweight XD lols that clinic is a private one so we do not need to wait XD which is a good news. the Dr say that his arm muscle is undeveloped so need to train more and eat more.

LOls on the way home and to the location i told him about what happened this few days and the shag thing of my EXAM. lols but only for that subject which makes me shag. BTw we also talk about the fun times during our cca in the past which makes us laugh as we speak.

Relationship nothing new yet XD but still ya those friends of mine will know the true person.

When I'm with you,
eternity is a step away,
my love continues to grow,
with each passing day.

This treasure of love,
I cherish within my soul,
how much I love you...
you'll never really know.

You bring a joy to my heart,
I've never felt before,
with each touch of your hand,
I love you more and more.

Whenever we say goodbye,
whenever we part,
know I hold you dearly,
deep inside my heart.

So these seven words,
I pray you hold true,
"Forever And Always,
I Will Love You."

- Chris Engle -

Day of shagging for ME!

Today no mood posting any thing casue of the ckt exam i know all the Q but suddenly went blank~_~ and do wrong with wromg method gg me. NG CAI FENG IS dead* TTyT when my mood when back. I will not make this mistake twice RAWR.

Meeting Brand NEw Friends XD

LOls let me continue the second part of today. let see where had i stop, oh ya i mentioning that i doing revision and stuff. OK after revision of ckt chapter, i played audition all the way muhahah. Then on audition i found any frined which is studying in ngee ann polytechnic year one right now XD and eventually have a good nice talk :)

While i am playing jaden and jian yan was asking me did you study for exam already ? what chapter u studying and later going back school studying anot. Lols is this typical student will asked their frineds during the exam period? i dont really know XD

At night time, feels that audition had became more boring and boring, cause of the limited songXD lols so when online and chat with frineds on facebook and my Jie XD Having a nice chat with them is just what i need for tommrow examXD

Whilte for relationship nothing new still single with dreams to do with my another part of my life in the future i hope it's not that long.

I Will Love You Forever

I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice
And the way that we touch.
I love your warm smile
And your kind, thoughtful way,
The joy that you bring
To my life every day.
I love you today
As I have from the start,
And I'll love you forever
With all of my heart.

- Amanda Nicole Martinez

Yesterday night i was dreaming about someone ^.^

Ytd night 7 of june 2011. after playing audition until 11pm, i lay  down on bed and wanted to listen to songs to allow me go to dream land easily. Due to my bell attach my handphone, i cant listen to it cause it was like Ding Ding DOng DOng XD disturbing my parent sleeps. So i straight hug my pillow and try to get to the dream land. When i entered the dream land it was kinda wierd of what i dream. i Dream about someone, at yishun town secondary school, about my juniors and also zombies. Rofl it was as if i was in Slient Hill movie cause the zombie looks like slient hill ones.

Early in the Morning 8 june 2011, i woke up around 9 am due to the dreams i had yesterday. Although i wake up early, but i would not forget what i had dream about.While waking up i was like blur blur XD ok la even in games all my friend call me blur sotong or blur king Get use to it Le. BTW i woke up this early is to update my beloved blog:) and also revise for my tmr exam. HEY CKT EXAM A's HERE I COME muhahhaahah gooonnaaa pawn it :)

LOls about relationship nothing munch, still working hard on it. Additional hard to loose weight is what i know now XD lols need more motivation people please motivate me >.<  And i hope the dream to come true x 100 :) XD =] Aisiteiru, ILy, I love u, Saranhaeyo, Wo Ai ni

Love Is ...

Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.

- Meghan - 

Second day of exams XD

7 of june 2011 is the second day of my term test of my poly life. today i brought 2 pencil and 2 pens with me XD incase no ink muhaha, but i still forget to bring the stupid rulers so I use my matric card to draw lines. Today exam is challenging but not as hard as the engeering math paper which is like fighting 5 insane computer in dota with no team mates :D

Straight after exams people are always like secondary school ask here and there this Q how do u can do anot how munch did u think u can score etc. this is normal for us as a student. Before the exam i watched Naruto the latest episode which is the flash back which is quite touching for a friend D:

After leaving school, munch of the people do not have the mode to go shopping casue the paper is quite tough for some people cause i keep heard them saying i any how do de max mark 20 only cant make it lols. SO i took the bus ride home with my friend living near yishun XD.

After arriving at north point i had a lonely lunch in the food court :( and take a stroll in north point after buying a bottle of drink. when i reached home i on my computer and relaxed for the day and fight ckt tmr XD

Lastly i Am waiting for u~~~~~~ Aisiteiru-ILy- i love u - wo ai ni >.<

Your Name

I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.

- Jessica Blade -

After Knowing my Exam Standart

After Reporting at school at around 3pm shharp, i and my classmate sat down outside the corridor of the class room waiting for us to be called to go in. the astmosphere of the examination hall is just like our o level days. strictly no handphone and not even pencil box unless it is transparent rofl. so i onli bring one pen and 2 pencils in, luckily it nvr run of of ink TSKTSK.

After the examination, most of my class mate feel so shag about the exam papers cause section B is relatively tough. that why i say my A's fly off infont of me >.< the Question are quite tricky. LOls after exam i straight go to my dad car and slept through the way home muhahaha>.<

Upon reaching home i took out my Digital fundamental book and start revising for the binary coding and logic gates circuit. i do hope that the things i studied will come out. Wish science blesses me( cause i don't trust god )>.<

upon finishing my revision back to my audition relaxing mode again. BTW i meet another 2 new friends in Audi again hope that this chances come every time >.< which will made my friends globalize >.<

While for relationship still the same waiting away for the right one to come to reality as i always dream about. Aisiteiru- Wo Ai Ni- I love U -ILY -

Never Have I Fallen

Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest

I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight

Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away

- Rex A. Williams - 

Morning Mugging for Later de Exam :)

Today i woke up at 9 am just to study for my exam at 3pm. When i start to open the book and do, i feel so bored eventually on my laptop and listen to some musics of mine. After practicing for 2 hour, the boring percentage is really BORING. Although i know that for Math you will have to practice it over over over again but the Q in my book seems the same.

Upon finishing my revision for studies, i had on my audition game for relaxing purpose. Cause just a few dance is really satisfying. cause there are music to accompany you when you was playing along. This is the part i like is that can listen music and game together unlike other games, the music is relatively boring. ( Although i play those boring game as well)

While for relationship, i will engage when that person put under her wishlist that she's want a bf again. It may seems to be hard but i will wait for u :) Cause true relation is worth to be waitingXD 1011000 break this pass already? try harder :) Winning will have a meal from mac :)

A stranger you were once. 
Then, with a gentle look you took my hand.
As our lives engaged,
you lit my life and I held both your hands.
Now that decades have passed,
ours souls have indeed become one.
How fortunate we are
that we have found the love so true
that everyone dreams about.

- Laura Veronica Merodio - 

Aisiteiru-i Love u- Wo ai ni - je vous aime-당신을 사랑합니다

Early in the Morning, Head spinning Around

Early in the morning, Head spinning around while i am studying. Don't know what wrong with me >.<. Tried to have break fast and cup of hot Milo to keep me awake. resulting me can't absorb munch of the theory.So go play few round of audition before i go out to my cousin house to sent BA ZHANG XD.

On top of that tomorrow is our poly first paper of term test, so excited XD cause the Question are confirmed difficult. this is to prevent alot people from scoring A's SAded :(( 

Other than Work and Studies, I swear i would NOT any how accpet relationship again. Not even chio buu in real life ask me casue i dont want to be a bad person in someones heart <3 if not will </3 again >.< 1011000 Someone >.< the code pease break yourself ( Computer coding)

Before i end off for Morning blogging >.< i will not break your heart again,never in my life again :) =] XD

A gentle word like a spark of light,
Illuminates my soul
And as each sound goes deeper,
It's YOU that makes me whole

There is no corner, no dark place,
YOUR LOVE cannot fill
And if the world starts causing waves,
It's your devotion that makes them still

And yes you always speak to me,
In sweet honesty and truth
Your caring heart keeps out the rain,
YOUR LOVE, the ultimate roof

So thank you my Love for being there,
For supporting me, my life
I'll do the same for you, you know,
My Beautiful, Darling Wife.

- David G. Kelly -

Knowing the world is full of hope :) =] XD

Having to go out to yishun library to study with Elan Sim and Ong Soon Ting. I know that World is always full of hope. On top of that, i saw some songs MV that is relatively motivating as well XD =] :)

Other than noticing this, i felt that if have the ability to change things that have done wrong in time. it will be surprising good:) Firstly i will change what happened recently about the 'relationship' which was a scam by the other user playing around with feeling. If i can change, i will turn back and tell my oldself . Hey brother there is someone in your heart that stand a place far above than the rest, why not put in courage and tell the someone. Secondly , is during the o level's year, if i have the ability to change things, i will buck up and work hard instead of having all Yishun Town secondary school teacher to motivate me. Hereby thank You Mr Ong Kuang Wei, Miss Lim and Mr Sherman Ong. Having to lead me a better height by pushing me so hard. I Still remember How Miss Lim Motivate US. Miss  Lim ' Guys u all have the potential to score your A's from what i see from your term test' I was like ' Erm Miss Lim are u really sure cus i am like scoring D7 u know >.<' After having to do 3 full set paper each day these can be possible from D7 in June and get a jump to B3 above. Just having you to see whether u have the motivation to do it XD After that Mr Sherman Ong was Saying the same things to me as well So i also worked for it although i TOTALLY S**** in CHEMISTRY although i am the CHEMISTRY REP MUHAHHAHAH. although never achieve an A's as an overall but i manage to jump from EE8 and F9 to B3 in O level's. BUt i Truely need to thank Mr Ong Kuang Wei the most, during the SEC 5 level of DNT. All of us are being cocky and being sure that we can do it more better with lesser time. But this made us All SCORING A C6 at the SA1. He Spent his time scolding us teaching us and educate us back to the mood that we have during N levels Making us to relieve from our SUICIDE MISSION XD ( IF people dont believe in my words Why not trying it yourself by making frineds with the subject,Game or Song making your life more enjoyable.) Pawning the rest of my class mate in result feel GOD DAM SHOIK XD

Lastly before i end off with a poem and a song i hope that i will really wake up and turn every better from what is happening in the past :)

What I Love About You

I love the way you look at me,
Your eyes so bright and blue.
I love the way you kiss me,
Your lips so soft and smooth.

I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.
I love the way you say, "I Love You,"
And the way you're always there.

I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine.

- Crystal Jansen - 

Brand New Day Brand New Life

Today 4 june 2011, waking up early in the morning 6 o'clock. oning computer  and see what they my frineds posted on facebook itself. surprisingly there not munch comment on what happened yesterday. While some people really Kpo and want to know what actually happened. But on top of that i explained what actually happen, but it seems SOMEONE twist my story around and say it another way round.

OK that's it for the relationship rubbish,Having said yesterday, i told someone to give me 6month to do whatever i have to do before i establish my secret. during the 6months i will go gym twice or thrice a week 100 pumping each day making it sure the result come about  faster muhahahah XD 永遠に私の愛のuは、あなたが私をお待ちしております .

Lastly, I swear that i will get the top 20 percent of the class, so for my class prepared for your class rep as he is going to pawn u all into pieces.

Lastly Another Poem for  the <3 and all of you


If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

- Courtney Kuchta -

Great that truth have came around be4 the things drag ON:)

Oh well today piss off. A guy in a polytechnic have nothing to do use girl account to play with people feeling. oh well or isit that girl of a polytechnic that lame till need to play with people feeling?

 By the way if u still want continue the crap, continue cause you will be in deep trouble one fine day. Although i dun believe in god, but i do believe one thing that good thing u done it will be good bad thing u done u will get bad thing back:)

So on F*****. wanna be lame continue and get your exam fail etc. blahblahblah whatever people gonna say. now i know who i have feeling with and who i dun have totally. although i will be sad for a moment but i will get up and start again:)

Sunshine of the bright warm sun please lead me through the difficult times while the bright cold moon chill me down with it's color and coldness. And C1102 temasek poly computer engeering class here i come class rep is going to pawn u all in term test :)

Lastly for the one i love a poem for u XD

An Entrapment

My love, I have tried with all my being
to grasp a form comparable to thine own,
but nothing seems worthy;

I know now why Shakespeare could not
compare his love to a summer’s day.
It would be a crime to denounce the beauty
of such a creature as thee,
to simply cast away the precision
God had placed in forging you.

Each facet of your being
whether it physical or spiritual
is an ensnarement
from which there is no release.
But I do not wish release.
I wish to stay entrapped forever.
With you for all eternity.
Our hearts, always as one.

- Anthony Kolos - 

My Day My Life My Promises My Secret

3 june 2011. Today having to be in a happy mood as i relieve my SECRET out to someone. This has been within me Since Sec 3. Sadly and i regretted i hope that i can know earlier, earlier by taking time machine back to the past and the future to change the wrong things i had done. >.< If i get another chance, i will grab it and start all over good and new with X100 time effort :)

Ontop of game, i just went back to Team NsD dota as they train for the competition in the near future. Stating the fact that i had quit it for 4 Months but my skills had remain till now. Impressive that i had pawn the ROom 30 public with witch doctor. MoonFace is my nickname by my clan lord ef|tasy ^O^.

While for relationship, I felt so not real as things happen and facts that i know that truth now. While i will try to buck up and put more effort in it than before. But if it come to a fact that it will split, it will. So i hope that it will last.

Lastly a poem for u all<3

A Special World

A special world for you and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.

And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.

- Sheelagh Lennon -